Sometimes I find that I have an enormous talent to place my size 11 hoof directly inside my main inwards nourishment portal. It's is a skill I have had for as long as I can remember. I don't know just why I feel the inward urge to implode like this but it seems I do it without thinking. I say the wrong thing, make inappropriate comments at the wrong time and the one I'm best of all at is volunteering to do something, subconsciously knowing I neither have the time or the skill to actually achieve what I have volunteered to do.
Why do I do this to myself and those around me. I'd like to think it's out of the goodness of my heart but I'm starting to come to the conclusion that its just because I'm a bloody idiot.
Its best I just learn to keep my mouth shut!!!